2019 In Review

I always look forward to writing my year-end retrospective come December, but I have to admit: this year I’ve been dragging my feet. I’m not sure if it’s because I’ve felt unusually short on time this year with the compacted holiday season and all the demands being made of my time (hello, house projects!), or if it’s because this felt like a quieter year for me with regards to my music photography. Either way, blogging has felt like a little bit of a chore lately, which I guess is why I haven’t done much of it since the last year-end retrospective. But honestly, I absolutely love looking back on these posts and would hate to miss a year, so here I go, dusting off the ol’ keyboard for a bit.

As I said, this last year has been a little quieter for me with regards to music photography. Some of that has been intentional. After 2018 I was feeling a little burned out, a little discouraged by some of the industry nonsense that can be so draining. Death by a thousand cuts and all that. So I pressed pause for a bit and didn’t shoot more than a few shows in the first five months of 2019. Things picked up in June only to go cold in July and August, with summer vacations and a string of rejections forcing me to the sideline once again. But I’m not going to complain; the time away was welcome, and it helped me gain more focus than I’ve had in the past.

Late last year I wrote a blog post exploring how it’s helpful to shoot things besides music to help one get better at shooting music, and during my hiatus from the photo pit I used the time in part to practice what I was preaching. For me, that meant shooting youth sports. Having kids of a certain age means ample opportunities to capture a lot of action without a lot of restrictions or pressure, and I savored every minute.

Shooting sports is a little like shooting music I’ve found. You don’t get to control your subjects, and sometimes can’t pick the best angles to shoot from. You need to know your subject thoroughly so that you can anticipate what they’re going to do and compose the shots accordingly. And there’s tons of opportunities to capture the little unguarded human moments in between the action, which I absolutely live for. Unlike shooting music however, there’s almost more light available than you know what to do with. (Not that I’m complaining.)

I also did a bit of travel, visiting Alaska for the first time. Nature photography has always been particularly hard for me (I’m not patient enough I guess) but I had a lot of fun trying to capture mood and scale in a place too beautiful for words.

Sports and travel/nature photography aren’t something I’m experienced with, but they scratched an itch that helped rejuvenate my love for music photography, and taught me some valuable lessons that will certainly help make me a better photographer in the years ahead. Here’s to more stretching in 2020.

But what about the shows I did shoot? Well, there was a few less of them this year than in previous years, but one benefit of being more focused was that I tended to be more selective about the artists I did photograph. There weren’t many shows this year where I went home feeling like I had wasted a perfectly good evening. I also had the chance to shoot a few repeats from previous years, and discover a few new favorites along the way.

Sometimes I pick shows to shoot out of a sense of nostalgia as much as anything, and this year I had one of those shows: David Gray at the Fox Theater. It would not be an overstatement to say that David’s music, beginning with his breakout LP White Ladder, was the soundtrack to my early years living in the San Francisco Bay Area. I remember discovering White Ladder at the Virgin Megastore in downtown San Francisco (R.I.P.), and I quickly became a huge fan, devouring all his records. One of my first dates with my wife was to see David play at the Bill Graham Civic Auditorium in San Francisco, at the peak of his popularity, and sadly that was the last time I saw him live until this year.

When he released new music and announced a tour that would take him through Oakland, I had to be there to get photos. And I was pleased to find that he hasn’t slowed down in all the years that had passed since I last saw him. If anything, I was caught off guard by his joy and exuberance. He’s impossible not to love! 

David recently announced that he’s coming back to play the Greek Theatre in 2020, celebrating the 20 year anniversary of White Ladder, and you can bet I’ll be there again.

Perhaps the show I anticipated most this year was also the smallest show I shot, and it wasn’t even the headliner I was interested in. In November, a young Irish rock band known as Inhaler made their debut in the U.S., playing six shows around the country as the support act for fellow U.K. rockers Blossoms.  Inhaler is noteworthy because it’s led by Eli Hewson, son of Bono - yes, that Bono, the one from Ireland’s loudest export, aka U2. You may have seen Eli before, posing on the cover of U2’s most recent album Songs of Experience, where he looks like a spitting image of his Dad in earlier years. Eli and his schoolmates formed a band only in the last couple of years, but they have a knack for songwriting and performing already, and with Eli’s pedigree you can bet there are high expectations already forming for these young men. While waiting outside the club before the show, I met one woman, a die-hard U2 fan, who had flown in from Portland just to see their short set. Despite making it clear that their ambitions are nothing short of reaching the levels U2 has, they wisely seem to be determined to grind and not ride anyone’s coattails, as one might expect. Here’s hoping their debut album lives up to the hype, and the boys achieve all the success of that other Irish band.

Eli Hewson of Inhaler

Speaking of debuts and firsts, I had a few firsts of my own this year. I shot in a new venue, the brand-new Chase Center, home of the Golden State Warriors, when I covered John Mayer and The Black Keys’ individual tour stops there. It’s an absolutely beautiful and modern venue, and the staff running the place is unbelievable. It’s quickly becoming my favorite place to shoot a show.

And how about The Black Keys? Somehow I had never seen them live, and that was a clear mistake. I may be a little lot late to the party, but let me say, these guys are legit. I went home and bought two of their records - on vinyl, of course - after being blown away by my experience in the pit that night. 

The Black Keys

One of my favorite things to look for during a show is the little unguarded moments when artists can relax and enjoy the moment, throwing one another a look or a smile. Maybe it’s because of something surprising that happened, or maybe it’s because deep down they’re still just fans of music, and need to pinch themselves once in awhile to remember that they really do have the best job they can imagine. Whatever the reason, I live for those moments and try to catch them when I can. Dan Auerbach and Patrick Carney both gave me little glimpses of that unguarded joy, and I’m a bigger fan of them for it.

Dan Auerbach of The Black Keys

Patrick Carney of The Black Keys

In another first for me, I shot my first festival this year. I’m not sure how it took me so long to shoot one - it certainly wasn’t for lack of opportunities - but this year the stars aligned and I decided it was finally time to dip my toes in the hot, dirty pool. I got my feet wet with a festival known for being a bit more casual, the Hardly Strictly Bluegrass festival in San Francisco. Hardly Strictly, as it’s commonly known, is a free festival held in Golden Gate Park every year for the last 20 years thanks to the generosity of a wealthy benefactor who has since passed on, though his legacy remains. For three days artists from a variety of genres, though leaning heavily on Americana and Country, parade across five stages throughout the park, playing for tens of thousands of fans of all ages. I covered the second day of the festival, and the headliner that night was a bucket lister for me: Robert Plant of Led Zepplin. I don’t know how many people packed in to see him perform with his latest incarnation, The Sensational Space Shifters, but it was a lot. Too many perhaps - people were crammed into the fenced-in meadow like cattle in a stockyard, not to mention the small army of photographers like myself who were confined to a narrow space between two barriers halfway to the soundboard position. But it was worth the challenging conditions to see a legend perform. 

Robert Plant

And better yet, I caught Robert on another (smaller) stage sitting in with the legendary Buddy Miller just prior to his headlining set. A total treat.

Not sure why, but it seems that most of my highlights for 2019 involve artists from Great Britain, so let’s keep that trend going. In October I had the chance to finally catch soulful Irish rocker Hozier at the Greek Theatre in Berkeley, and was more than a little impressed. His latest album Wasteland, Baby! is brilliant, and he’s equally brilliant live. I wouldn’t hesitate to see him again in the future.

Hozier

I’ll wrap this up with a little thought about meeting artists. When I tell people that I shoot music, they usually assume that I’m hanging out with the bands backstage and becoming besties with them or something, but the truth is far less glamorous. At most shows, especially the bigger ones, you show up, do your job professionally, and go home early. The band stays backstage and most photographers aren’t getting all-access passes, so there’s no opportunity to meet the band. Your interactions are primarily with the band’s managers and publicists, not the bands themselves. So once a band reaches the level where they’re playing bigger rooms, it’s hard to meet them and find out what kind of people they really are. 

Joseph

But once in awhile you get the chance to meet an artist, and a brief interaction with them is enough to remind you that there are some really good people up on those stages who appreciate the work you do. This year I had a couple of those interactions. Back in October I had the chance to meet the women of Joseph after their show at The Fillmore, and I was blown away by their kindness and gratitude for the coverage they had received from the outlet I was working with. It was one of those moments that energizes me to keep going and do even better work.

Then, in November I took a little family vacation to Universal Studios in southern California, and on our second day checking out Harry Potter world, I looked up from my phone and saw one of the best modern rock drummers Darren King, formerly of MUTEMATH, standing right in front of me. Last time I saw Darren play, I was photographing MUTEMATH’s set opening for Twenty One Pilots at the Greek Theatre in Berkeley, which I detailed in my 2016 Year In Review. Naturally, I’m a huge fan. Of course, I had to introduce myself.

I felt a little bad interrupting his time with his wife and kids, but despite my intrusion Darren was nothing short of friendly and accommodating. He was everything his reputation made him out to be.

And so I’m ending 2019 with a jolt of encouragement and enthusiasm for shooting music that I had been lacking at the start of the year. I seriously can’t wait to get going in 2020 - it’s going to be another incredible year, hopefully full of firsts and new challenges. Here’s to a great 2019, and an even better 2020!



2018 In Review (or, Reasons To Be Cheerful)

Time for my year-end retrospective already? Geez, the year goes by fast doesn’t it?

#preshowdefensivecrouch. (Yeah it’s a thing, look it up.)

#preshowdefensivecrouch. (Yeah it’s a thing, look it up.)

Though when looking back through all my shots from the last year, I was (as always) amazed that some of these shows were in 2018. It feels like forever ago that I shot some of these. So I always love reviewing my shots and reminding myself of all the fun I’ve had in the pit this year.

And so without further ado, here are a few of my favorite shots and shows from 2018. As always, the disclaimer applies that I’m choosing not just some of my best shots, but shots that are somehow special to me, or bring back good memories. So here goes!

Let’s start off with the show that started the year for me. Garrett Borns, who goes simply by Børns (I’d love to know how that’d be pronounced in Scandinavia, by the way), has always been fascinating to me. He grew up along the shoreline of West Michigan in a town called Grand Haven, not far from where I grew up, and it’s always been hard to picture a quirky, Gucci-loving pop artist like him coming out of a blue-collar place like that. He’s done well for himself though, recently releasing his second album of pop hits to great acclaim. When he announced he’d be opening his Blue Madonna tour in Oakland at the Fox Theater, I jumped at the chance to shoot it as the house photographer. But a few days prior I was also offered the chance to shoot the whole show for the studio who designed it, which turned out to be a really fun assignment. The show was beautifully lit and I had a great time trying to capture all the lighting cues.

Børns

Børns

There was one moment in particular I really enjoyed from this show, even though it’s quite simple. During a quieter ballad, Børns was lit by a single spotlight from behind, the light spilling off the stage onto the first row of the audience. A lone woman in the front row, illuminated by this light, reached up toward her idol, unable to reach him.

I happened to be in the balcony at the time, and found a great angle to capture this moment.

Børns

Børns

My biggest show of the year was none other than Taylor Swift, whom I haven’t taken photos of in quite some time. Needless to say, her show has evolved a bit since the last time I saw her! I was thrilled to have the chance to photograph just the second night of her massive Reputation stadium tour when it came to Santa Clara, California. I heard somewhere that she needed 82 semi trucks to haul around the staging, and I absolutely believe it. The stage was massive and elaborate, I’ve not seen anything quite like it. It was a beautiful show to shoot!

Taylor went big with her Reputation

Taylor went big with her Reputation

And I’d be remiss if I didn’t mention that Taylor has the best team of publicists I’ve encountered yet.  Not only were they a joy to communicate with leading up to the show, but her main publicist even came out and introduced herself to each of us before the show, making sure we were set up alright and giving us tips on what to expect in the first two songs. Just the nicest people all around, really. 

The sad reality in this industry is that there are many managers, publicists and artists out there who don’t care much for photographers.  They might want your photos (and sometimes your copyright), but they don’t care much for you, the person taking them.  They tolerate your presence rather than welcome it.  They may even try to take advantage of you with unfair contracts, restrict you from doing your best work, and generally make your life difficult.

But Taylor’s team gives me hope.

Taylor Swift

Taylor Swift

Taylor Swift

Taylor Swift

One of my favorite albums of 2018, and one of my favorite shows as well, was by James Bay. His album Electric Light was incredible and probably didn’t get the attention it deserved, despite James getting a big break debuting two tracks on Saturday Night Live last spring. It’s a pretty great album, in my opinion, especially in the latter half.

James played a show at the legendary Fillmore in San Francisco shortly before the album released, and it was all kinds of amazing. And I don’t know what it is, but the man seems to have a knack for looking cool in my photos, both times I’ve photographed him. I got one shot of him looking off in the distance in that sweet red leather jacket of his, bathed in harsh white light, that I’m particularly fond of. He’s the epitome of cool. Everything about this picture takes me back to that show and that album, and I’m thankful for it.

James Bay

James Bay

Changing gears to another brand of “cool”, I had the chance to shoot another legend this year: “Weird Al” Yankovic! I grew up listening to his music, and remember having my young mind blown by his movie UHF many years ago, so it was especially thrilling to capture his “Ridiculously Self-Indulgent, Ill-Advised Vanity Tour” when it came to Oakland. Weird Al left his props and costumes at home for this tour, choosing instead to play deeper cuts in a more intimate, sit-down setting. It was still awesome.

“Weird Al” Yankovic

“Weird Al” Yankovic

Speaking of legends, I also had the chance to photograph Rivers Cuomo of Weezer when he came to San Francisco to play a solo acoustic show at a small venue in town called August Hall. I hadn’t seen Weezer in a long time, and I had missed shooting their recent tour stop in the Bay Area due to summer travels, so I was thankful to catch him in such a unique setting. Unfortunately the venue was set up in such a way that there wasn’t a dedicated spot in front for photographers to work from, but I was able to grab a little spot stage right where I could get some fun profile shots.

Rivers Cuomo of Weezer

Rivers Cuomo of Weezer

One of my most pleasant surprises came in October, when I finally got to shoot The National performing at the Greek Theatre in Berkeley again. I say “finally” because I had been scheduled to photograph them one year earlier in the same location, but the show had to be postponed due to the unhealthy air that blanketed the Bay Area during the Santa Rosa fires. A year was a long time to wait for a postponed show, but it turned out to be worth it.

I had photographed The National once before, in the same venue, and came away a little disappointed. They’re the kind of band that produces some pretty moody, cerebral rock music, and lead singer Matt Berninger can deliver his signature baritone in a pretty subdued, melancholy sort of manner most of the time. The first time I shot them, that’s exactly what I got - Matt, standing at a microphone in near darkness, hardly moving. Not the most exciting photos. But this time, thankfully, I got the other Matt: a frenzied, demon-possessed version of himself that makes for much better photos!

Matt Berninger of The National

Matt Berninger of The National

I also got to shoot one of my favorite subjects again: Twenty One Pilots. It had been almost two years since I last saw them, unbelievably, and once again their show did not disappoint. (Except that we only got to shoot two short songs, that part was a bummer. But hey, still worth it.) These guys keep going bigger and bigger with their production and somehow keep finding a way to work new elements into their show to keep it interesting for their fans. I hope 2019 gives me another chance to photograph them!

Twenty One Pilots drummer Josh Dun likes to hurt drum kits

Twenty One Pilots drummer Josh Dun likes to hurt drum kits

Tyler Joseph of Twenty One Pilots

Tyler Joseph of Twenty One Pilots

So what was my favorite show this year?  That one is easy: David Byrne’s American Utopia Tour.

But explaining why it was my favorite is maybe not so easy.

You see, David Byrne isn’t like most artists.  If you’re familiar with his earlier work as the frontman of Talking Heads, you know what I mean.  He’s got a slant way of looking at the world and he packages it into catchy, unexpectedly quirky lyrics and melodies.  He’s an artist in the truest sense, and that extends to his live show as well.  One viewing of Talking Heads’ groundbreaking concert film Stop Making Sense and you’ll know that David Byrne doesn’t do concerts the way most musicians do.

For the American Utopia tour, David seemed to have thought to himself, “how can I strip away everything that people expect to see at a normal concert?”  He performs the entire show in a grey, featureless chainmail box with none of the expected concert elements - you know, like instruments and amps and microphones - cluttering the stage.  His band, eleven strong, wear their instruments like a marching band and perform mesmerizing choreography synchronized with some pretty creative use of light.  David wears his trademark grey suit - with a few extra pockets for good measure - but skips the socks and shoes.  His band dress likewise, blending together, though they are otherwise richly diverse in gender, age and ethnicity.

It’s a surreal experience, and difficult to adequately describe. You just have to see it to understand.

David Byrne thinking outside the box

David Byrne thinking outside the box

David Byrne has a song where he describes a brain. Really.

David Byrne has a song where he describes a brain. Really.

With nothing on the stage to hide behind, and no fancy light show or video feed to distract the audience, he’s exposed; he only has his music to entertain you. Luckily his music is pretty darn good! But there’s something else that’s hard to put into words. It’s just an indescribable joy that flows from everyone on stage. I’ve never been to a show where everyone on stage - in this case, twelve performers - seems to genuinely be having the absolute best time of their life for an hour and a half straight. And somehow, they did this for more than a hundred shows spread across the globe!

David Byrne

David Byrne

One of my favorite shots from that show wasn’t of David, but one of his six (!) percussionists, Stephane San Juan. Between verses of the Talking Heads classic “I Zimbra” the percussionists would turn and form a little drum circle, and the expressions of joy on their face as they faced one another was so genuine. It was if they all became kids again, reminding each other why they loved making music in the first place. I couldn’t help but take a quick picture of them.

Stephane San Juan

Stephane San Juan

That show’s infectious joy reminded me in a big way why I love going to shows, and getting up close to capture artists in still images like this. As I alluded to before, sometimes the industry has a way of beating you down, making you feel pretty small.  It can make you question why you bother racking up the expenses and putting in the late hours.  I had my fair share of that those feelings this year, and at times I questioned if I shouldn’t walk away for a bit.

But artists like David Byrne reminded me that there are reasons to be cheerful.

Here’s to a great year, and hopefully an even more cheerful 2019.

Want to see a few more favorites? Check out the slideshow below!

Or revisit my “Year In Review” for previous years: 2017, 2016, 2015